I have said it so many times on this blog that I actually have a category for it. I am so blessed and lucky. I always keep that close to my heart. Even when I am in my darkest places, I know this to be true. Really, when I am in my darkest places, I feel guilty that I am there. How can I be sad when I have so much?
Lately though, that good feeling has been coming back to me little by little. It is a place of happiness and contentment that I haven't felt in a long time - at least a year. It causes tears to well up in my eyes because I actually feel grateful for the smallest things. Colorful flowers in the Spring. A bike ride to get a pedicure. The smell of jasmine in the night air when I let Bella out before bed. These are the things that bring happiness to my life. After a long, hard Fall and Winter, I'm glad I found them again.
NO! I am not pregnant.